Suffering Discouragement
by Father Charles Irvin, M.Div, J.D.
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Elijah calls down Fire from Heaven
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Elijah, the Prophet, was thoroughly Discouraged. He had just had his most
famous Moment-under-the-Sun. In a head-to-head confrontation with the Prophets of a False God, he had
utterly discredited them and won a Resounding Victory for the God of Abraham. The
Idolatry of the Israelites would cease and Elijah thought his Troubles
were over. Never again would the Jews Worship False Gods - or so he thought.
He soon found out how Wrong he was. Israel's Corrupt Queen (her name was
Jezebel) was infuriated and vowed Revenge. She wanted to Kill
Elijah and a lot of people were supporting her. It was a Hard Blow for Elijah to absorb and
we find him in today's First Reading sitting under a little tree out in the Blazing
Desert feeling as if
he were Useless, feeling that his Life was a Wasted Effort, and that he might as well Die.
How many of us feel as if our lives don't amount to much at all? Or feel that we are Unloved,
Unappreciated, that no one cares about us, and that our lives are
Meaningless and Purposeless? We are not Great Prophets or Great Celebrities. But in our
own ways we try to do Good, try to be Faithful to
God, only to discover that few people care, or if they do they Mock
us for being "goodie, goodie" people who think we're Holier
than others. No matter how hard we try to do Good and Struggle to walk
in God's Ways, those around us who do not walk-in His Ways seem
to live Happier and Better Lives than we do. The Jezebel's of this World are celebrated -- we are not.
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Transfiguration, with Elijah at Jesus' Right Hand
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Elijah was not a Weakling looking for a way to escape from God and
God's Ways. He was in fact one of the most Renowned and Great Figures in Israel's entire
History. He was one of God's greatest Prophets. When Jesus was
at the height of His career many thought He was Elijah
returned to Earth. And it was Moses and Elijah who had appeared with Jesus when
He was on top of the Mount of Transfiguration.
But as great as Elijah was, he was not immune from Sickening Depression.
Following after him another Prophet was given to Israel, Jeremiah. He stood up against
Corruption in high places as few ever have. He cried out for Justice as few others have
done. But the day came when he, too, was ready to throw in the towel.
Great Men and Women, great Prophets of God, and Saints too, experience
Depression and Discouragement. The Higher they are, the Deeper
the Valleys of Depression, Discouragement and
Defeat.
Even Jesus Himself experienced it. At one point in His
Public Ministry Jesus cried out "O faithless and perverse generation,
how long must I be with you? How long must I put up with you?" And at the end of His Life,
just after His Triumphal Palm Sunday entry into Jerusalem, we find
Jesus on the Mount of Olives Weeping over Jerusalem's
Rejection of Him. Shortly thereafter, while Dying on
His Cross, Jesus cries out
"My God, My God, why have You forsaken Me?"
Perhaps it is in just such moments that we come to truly realize how much we need God's Love,
His Presence, His Power and His Life-Giving
Spirit. Isn't it true that in Good Times, when everything is going along wonderfully for us, we
hardly pay any attention to God? We even Neglect to thank
Him for all that He's done for us. Isn't it true that we only get
serious about turning to God when Terrible Things happen to us, or when
we're really Discouraged and Depressed? Yes, I'm afraid it is true. It's
happened in my life, and I'm sure it's happened in yours, too.
Well, to return to the Story of Elijah, we find him out there in the desert,
Exhausted, Depressed and falling into a deep sleep. It was then that an Angel touched him,
woke him up, and gave him fresh Bread and refreshing Water. I wonder how that Angel looked?
You have, I'm sure, been touched by an Angel - someone who came to you when you were Beaten Down,
Depressed and Discouraged, one who gave you Refreshing Words, Encouragement,
and some New Hope. Sometimes you find them there for you after a family funeral, or when you've received Bad News
from your Doctor, your Teacher, or someone has Rejected you. In those Terrible
Moments, look for an Angel - someone who will give you a message or a sign from God. They will come
to you - they'll be there with you.
Elijah went on to accomplish Wonderful Things for God. God
had Greater Things for him to do. And He has such Plans for each one of you ... and for me. Endings are never
just Endings. They are always Beginnings. Every Good Friday is followed by an Easter
Sunday. Every night is Darkest and Coldest just before the Dawn.
Those words are not just nice sayings - pretty poetry and nothing more. Those words are True Words.
For God is never Defeated. God is
always bringing Meaning out of Absurdity, Order out of Chaos, Victory
out of Defeat, Good out of Evil, and Life out of
Death. The History of the Bible is a History of how God is always starting over again with us.
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That is the meaning of the Bread of Life. That is the content of the Bread
of Life. For Jesus comes to us in Wheat that has been Ground
Up and Grapes that have been Crushed. Jesus comes to
us in a Holy Communion in which He gives us in
His own Agony, Suffering and
Death. For the Bread of Life is Jesus coming to us in
His Spirit-filled, Glorious Resurrection.
He rose from the Dead to begin a New, a Higher, and a more Powerful Life ...
God's very own Life, a Life that He didn't keep for Himself,
but gives us each and every time we receive Him in His Holy Communion.
Never give up, never give up, never give up! The greatest among us have had their own Valleys of
Death and Depression to traverse in order to climb-out and up to their Mountain Top Experiences.
Can we expect better or easier lives than theirs? Can we expect better and easier lives than Jesus' Life?
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